Have You Ever Realized

You are a fixer?

It's not your job?

You don't know which end is up?

You want to be fixed?

That pain and isolation are not necessarily bad?

That in helping people. Walking beside people. Serving people... You aren't always being helpful?

That sometimes things that you think have NOTHING to do with you, have everything to do with your heart?

That God is NOT concerned with pain reduction?

That God IS concerned with matters of the heart?

That it's NOT your job?

That you have to repeat that to yourself over and over. And then again?

That God can bring a lot of memories back? Ones you didn't even know bothered you all that much?

That sometimes, your life looks like a movie?

That you wish that movie was a comedy?

That you have been a fool?

That you have tried to teach a fool?

That you can't teach a fool?

That only GOD can teach fools?

That sometimes that hurts all involved?

That in trying to fix, you are not allowing God to do HIS good works?

That God is the ULTIMATE fixer?

That it's not your job?

That praying your guts out leads to absolute exhaustion?

That absolute exhaustion makes you want to run into the arms of your Maker?

That THAT is exactly where God wants you?

That you have never been more thankful for your family?

That you are so thankful that it's not your job?

That you are so very very thankful?